Well it's that time of year again, when we (and you know you are one of these people) that make goals and resolutions to really make changes in your life. Why do we do this to ourselves over and over again??? It would be so much easier to just give up and accept ourselves as we are.
Truth is I wish that was an option. When you come from a family where it's quicker to say what isn't wrong with you than what is, you have to face the hard truth. If you don't do something, you are not going to live to an old age. And lets face it, I have way too many people to pour my sarcasm on yet to die young.
Honestly, I'm just tired of not feeling well and being in some kind of pain constantly. I seriously doubt there is anyone who enjoys it and if you do, well you have bigger problems than I do. So I'm in countdown mode. T-minus 7 days till Operations New Me starts again. I've got alot of work to do before then.
For those of you who follow me (I can't figure out why you do), I have a job for you. I am going to use this blog as a form of accountability. That's right. I plan on scheduling a time during the week to record how things are going. So if you see I haven't written for awhile or just want to know how I'm doing, it is your job to pester me. I'll be honest. The response won't always be positive. I always say at work "I'm not here to make you feel good about yourself." You won't get fluff from me but honesty and bluntness and truth. It's who I am.
No one can do this for me. I and I alone am responsible for my health. I only pray God takes favor on me and gives me the strength to fight for myself, something I don't do very well. So January 1 the journey starts again. Time to pick myself up, dust myself off and pick up where I left off.
